Reactivate..

Hi Hi....

Its been really way toooo long that I have not updated. I guess no one been checking too. Hopefully starting next month I will try to blog more often. Now I have been way too occupied with my preparations to leave the country again and catching up with friends before flying. This time im just not so sure when I am going to come back. Just by saying that out loud scares me.

Omg Omg Omg...

Im going to a foreign country with foreign language. Its all too soon and so gona be really new for me. Well lets just pray for the best and everything goes well..

Oh yeah its still the month of Syawal for all the muslim around the world. A big shout out to all those I have not greet.

"SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI. MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN"

Counting down 4 more days.....

Time to leave

Arggghhh..

Hate this..Hate this..

It all started so well, now everything is slowly changing and its getting more and more complicated by the minute. What should be done? If only we can turn back time and start all over again.

So much have happen along the way. Is it ok to leave and just move on?

Rain rain go away

Alhamdulillah, slowly everything is getting better as the day goes by. Im still coping each day and taking it one at a time.

Lately been very busy again, so many datelines and clients chasing. But Im getting the hang of it just a little better. People around me been scolding me. Woops. I know I know the pressure jsut aint good and we trying to get the work done fast wont be helpful too. Its just wont be as good as you doing it when youre relax and calm. So yes for now Im slowing down now.

OH right. Now I am still being such a bummer with going to gym or doing some yoga aha. My friends have been trying to persuade me and drag me. But guess what they failed :) I cant help it, for the past few days after work the weather just was so gloomy to do any exercise. But I am in so need to get some of this love handles off and tone up. Pfft. No motivation YET. Less than 6 months its gona be the weight in time. Lol "only the people who are involved knows this". SO I rather not elaborate more hahha.

This week although the weather been so haywire. But the start of the week have become an improvement for me. Finally after months of trying to put some time to get a massage session. It was so goooooooood. After the Monday session I feel so full of energy and hyper. Now its just a matter of starting to go gyming once again. ;)

Who wants to be my gym buddy??? Any volunteers?? Yes I am sooooo in need of a partner in crime lol.

I know this is so new for me to be more hyped up. Guess the massage on Monday really helped. So that means need to go for another one in a few week time. dududu..

Oh wanna make a shout out as well to all the JUNE BABIES..Happy birthday too each and everyone I know. May god bless all.

I am off to doing some playing my new toys (gadgets) teehee....

Nyteys

Loveeeee

Nee

xoxo

Just is

I have been way too occupied with work, life and everything else thats been going on lately. Again I am not even sure who is even gonna read this. Today is my free time after far toooo long. Feels like been so drained out with everything as well. I just wish theres more time to do so much more and do whatever you love doing without anybody being so nosy and all. It just so annoying sometimes that all the little things people can get excited about. It makes me wonder and cant help to just smile.

Holiday holiday... At last have a longer weekend after soooo long, so Im taking time to rest. And well maybe getting this break from everything out there is good as well. SO theres been loads of surprises lately that I just dont even know where to begin. Work has been so tight this past few weeks. Everything else also seems to be so sudden and in a rush. Its as if everything unexpected and surprising is coming my way endlessly. Theres just not enough time to process, absorb and sink in. I guess thats just part of life. You dont know whats gonna come your way. You just have to take it and accept it. Hmm sometimes I just hate changes and wants it to stop for a while to give me some time to breathe from all the surprises.

First and foremost I just want to wish my bro over at the other end of the world all the best with the start of a new life at a new country. And the other younger bro to study well and come back fast. Its already pretty quiet here at home because in just this week from a full house it has now become empty. Since its only left with half of us are here. boooo.... It feels a little weird. Maybe its still so new...

Even at work its all so quiet now. Everyone close to me seems to be leaving this past month. I think its that time of the month where everyone is leaving to do something new and began their new adventure. Well all the best to all those having a new challenge in their life and career.

And as for the other part of my life, Im just hoping and praying for the best. I dont really know whats for me but for now just going with the flow as usual. Everyone around kept saying, "you should just go out there, try it and make a choice and decide". As always being so easygoing taking it one day at a time and see how it is along the way. It is bad I know. But hey, who knows maybe I might take a leap and do something unexpected one of this days. SO dont be surprise cause you have been warned teehee..

Wished we could turn back time and go back to the way it use to be without being so complicated. But then again you just have to live with it and accept as the day goes by. Everyday is journey and a new story. We just need to spice up the life.sigh..its getting a little tiring. Why cant it all be just simple right? OK ok time to get some fun.. Im off..



Hope & Pray for a good news =D
xoxo
Nee

P.S Miss you

Annoyed

Arghh I just got back. There was no connection and I have been dying to write this from the morning.

Had such a bad start today. I thought today gonna a good one. But because of SOMEONE it turned out the other way. Ahh I dont want to say out names. After what had happened in the early morning. Sometimes just makes me wonder about some people. Dont they even think before they speak? AND Gosh it was still early in the morning daym it. It was barely half an hour since I reach, so much for a good start. Its really so disturbing cause I just dont get whats the point. Fair enough if I did something you could have just say it out and I can say my part and apologise. Pfft.

Well, I cant really say so much details as it might get out of hand and be blown out of proportion. The only question is "what did I do to deserve it?" I know they were some disagreements a few months back. Its all forgotten about.

Worst of all, everything that had been said was just way out of line and hurtful. Maybe your intentions were right but I guess you just never can get it may hurt peoples feelings. Over and over again. I just hate it. I need to get out real soon. Its just so f-up.

I shall stop here before all bickering get worst and something that is not supposed to be said comes out.

Ciao

Want some more~

Its been pretty quiet here. Everyone is busy with their own thang.

Just want to make a short shout out. Although it may be a day late. But its better late then never as they would always say right~

Ok HAPPY BIRTHDAY to two of my lovely cousins where their birthday fall on the same day(although they dont exactly know each other). Anyhoots hope they get what they wanted and wished for. Pray for the best for both and may they be more blessed day by day.

Thats about it. Will posts pics of the laydies when I have time. Hope there will be more coming my way to blog. And had a weird week but yeah Monday is getting more and more interesting. Looking forward for the week.Till next time. Ciaos


P.s Tanzie if youre reading this thanks for the invite yday. Altho we were late had a good one with the game session. Too bad cant play bouncer. Crap. tho cheers and hope u did enjoyed n had fun yday for ur special day ;)

Counting the hours

Its officially my last night here in kaybee. Yes total freedom after this. Well its not like I would instantly stop complaining after this. But Im gonna miss the kids (Yes I am staying over at my unc place). Its pretty boring to stay in Hotel when you can have stay with the noisy n lively environment especially for 3 whole weeks. They fill up my night everytime when I come back from work heheh. I know cant help but just love when the kids entertain you endlessly. If only there are little ones at home aha. dududu.

Okay its been 3 weeks working here in kaybee. I cant believe I survived. Wont deny I almost have a breakdown from the work given. And dont get me wrong I loved it here but just that the atmosphere is sooo different and the place we working is just tough. Dont mind the surrounding of the workplace though. If I were to end up at the company I would be happy. Who knows in a few years time. Amin... =D

So far the past 2 weekends I went back home so at least I get a break from the quietness here. Last weekend was a blast me and the girls went to check in at Empire Hotel. We have been planning for months but the time is always off. Finally everyone was free so we decided a week before for the weekend of F-U-N. After the long week of being stuck in Kaybee and the stress workload I had to cope with. Having a break is all I need. During the stay at Empire we did a lot of activities. Yes I, myself was amazed to. Ended up using most of the facilities there. Was kind of surprise they had so many free complimentary things to do when youre a guest there.

We only get to play bowling on Saturday night. But guess what I was the highest scorer again. Aha yeah I just miss playing it all so might as well give it all that night hahah. The next day we managed to ride bicycles (yes with the headgear on, my first time such a bim), went kayaking and swimming under the sun. Loved the water sooo much that I end up staying in the water for at more than 2 hours. Although the sun was beaming hot all I cared was to stay in the water. Lucky enough I didnt get burn from being under the sun for nearly 5 hours. It was all good. I want to swim again. Anyone up for it?! Come find me hehe. Guess have to wait till someone bring me to swim again.

Ok I am off to bed. Another early morning. Night time JP here we come. Its been way too long. Hope it is still on ;)

Nyteys. Much Loves *hugssz*