Just is

I have been way too occupied with work, life and everything else thats been going on lately. Again I am not even sure who is even gonna read this. Today is my free time after far toooo long. Feels like been so drained out with everything as well. I just wish theres more time to do so much more and do whatever you love doing without anybody being so nosy and all. It just so annoying sometimes that all the little things people can get excited about. It makes me wonder and cant help to just smile.

Holiday holiday... At last have a longer weekend after soooo long, so Im taking time to rest. And well maybe getting this break from everything out there is good as well. SO theres been loads of surprises lately that I just dont even know where to begin. Work has been so tight this past few weeks. Everything else also seems to be so sudden and in a rush. Its as if everything unexpected and surprising is coming my way endlessly. Theres just not enough time to process, absorb and sink in. I guess thats just part of life. You dont know whats gonna come your way. You just have to take it and accept it. Hmm sometimes I just hate changes and wants it to stop for a while to give me some time to breathe from all the surprises.

First and foremost I just want to wish my bro over at the other end of the world all the best with the start of a new life at a new country. And the other younger bro to study well and come back fast. Its already pretty quiet here at home because in just this week from a full house it has now become empty. Since its only left with half of us are here. boooo.... It feels a little weird. Maybe its still so new...

Even at work its all so quiet now. Everyone close to me seems to be leaving this past month. I think its that time of the month where everyone is leaving to do something new and began their new adventure. Well all the best to all those having a new challenge in their life and career.

And as for the other part of my life, Im just hoping and praying for the best. I dont really know whats for me but for now just going with the flow as usual. Everyone around kept saying, "you should just go out there, try it and make a choice and decide". As always being so easygoing taking it one day at a time and see how it is along the way. It is bad I know. But hey, who knows maybe I might take a leap and do something unexpected one of this days. SO dont be surprise cause you have been warned teehee..

Wished we could turn back time and go back to the way it use to be without being so complicated. But then again you just have to live with it and accept as the day goes by. Everyday is journey and a new story. We just need to spice up the life.sigh..its getting a little tiring. Why cant it all be just simple right? OK ok time to get some fun.. Im off..



Hope & Pray for a good news =D
xoxo
Nee

P.S Miss you