To my dear cousins

28th of March, yes its a special day for two of my cousins namely intan and ziqa. I want to make a shout out to both of them.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUS. WISH THIS YEAR WOULD BE A BETTER YEAR FOR BOTH ;)


happy birthday tanzie. hope you graduate with good grades this year.
ps waitin for an even better pic with same tops yes? soon i hope teehee.


happy 18th birthday ziqa. wish you all the best for the a levels.

loves ya
xoxo

Yesterday Today Tomorrow!

People always say we can never predict what tomorrow will be for us. We can only plan but it often dont turn out as we wished it should.

Ok that’s just me rambling with some stuff. Neway yesterday had to wake up early to make an appointment to go salon. End up being late as usual coming from a person who isnt much of an early person these days unless Im forced or drag aha. I was in desperate need of having a treatment cause my hair doesn’t feel so fresh and as soft as before. It took nearly an hour for the whole process but in the end it was worthwhile. Wasn’t really in the mood to go anywhere with the hot weather on Thursday afternoon so stayed home after buying lunch. Later at night then me and the boys headed to Tutong at me cousins crib to have their special dish ‘the fried crabs’. It was delicious, have not eaten fresh crabs ages and fried crabs was a first for me. Stayed there till around 2am. We end up just joking around and listening them play guitar n singing along. I was little tired but managed to stay awake till the end. Reached home around 3am but I only managed to sleep at 5 in the morning. Argghhh…

Obviously I didn’t get to go do my Friday weekly routine today cause wasn’t able to wake at 6.30 after yesterday. Only woke up nearly 11 woops. I was even lazying around in bed till heck Im not sure what time. Ok I was pretty excited today cause was going meet my Best Friend from high school. Gosh I really do miss her alot. Its been like forever since we both meet and had our endless session of talking session. Back in the school days we were so inseparable and basically we don’t get sick of each other. When I am not over her place it’s the other way. Then when we cant meet we’d talk on the phone like ages. I still can remember at one time when I lost my voice we were even on the phone together. How silly was that. But those were surely good memories huhu.Sigh I miss those days. Although we are all grown ups now, a lot have changed and happened Im so glad we are still friends. Our catching up today was way overdue but it was good. Too bad we had to make it short though. Oh how I miss it so much. If only we can turn back time or maybe put it to a stop for a while. But yeah life does have to go on. But the memories don’t die and stop here.

Enough with that before I start going overboard. O its past midnight it’s a special day for two of my dear cousins eheh. Unfortunately the plans for later to meet in the noon time I have to bail out cause have to go to Miri with my family. But I hope will still get to see my dear cousin on her bday ;)

Hope Saturday will be better day *yawns*

Lost for words

Just feel like posting this cause I dont feel like typing a lot. Plus I love this pic so much. Not only it is outdoor but just can see everyones faces are glowing with 'smilies'. hope we can take more with the others too. If only Sigh~

Still loving this pic to bits.
Love you guys

Headache Headache Headache

Argghh just when you think that the problem is gone it comes crawling and coming back. When will it all end. Really cant take it. Time to runaway again. Hate it!!!

Im having a major headache now and the med doesnt seem to be any help.And I thought its suppose to be making you sleep. As if~

Sigh.. Helppppppp take away all the pain and headache.

Karaoke Nite

Had a very long crazy day today...Finally I drove the entire afternoon today, just with my bros. Yes guys I DRIVE ahaks. Everyone I know has been dying to hear that from me.

Went out with the guys just to buy an ipod nano for 'em and went for lunch. Spend most of the time just wasting time with them and crusing around. Than met the cousins at the apartment just to go somewhere *winks*. Later went back to the apt to chill and fool around with karaoke-ing to kill time to fetch my bro returning from kayel. As usual flight is running late. Then we headed off for dinner with everyone and off to the shop to find more karaoke vcds hehehe...

Time to head back to start our KARAOKE all night long till the early morning. Now everyones here karaoke-ing and also in front of our lappies cos their only enough for two to sing at one time. Multitasking is just the way to do it uhu..Its already 2 in the morning and we still going strong. I dont think we are stopping anytime soon everyones still wide awake n staying strong Lol.. Its been so long since we last gather together to do this stuff. Guess thats all for now before I miss my turn..ciao bellas...

Cant wait for the weekend

Its been going good for me this week. Thats like a fresh start for me. Yesterday I decide to stay home in the morning to regain my energy from the exhaustion on Wednesday. Nothing interesting I did but got to go out in the afternoon. Despite the hot weather I survived going out just to go to the bakery to get my grandma some chicken quiche that she requested ehe. So got to get some quiche and yeah went to TUTONG afterwards to give the food at around 3.30pm. Was supposed to be therejust for a while but yeah with the endless chit chat with the aunts theres just no end haha. And when Tanz went back home. Well we got to talked and continue discussing and yeah "catch up" til we go way then expected. But had to be shorten cause had to get back home before 7.So yeah we said our goodbye and planned to continue our "TALK" on sat with some gathering and sleepover away from the fam oops hahah. Girls with the Gossips and talk its a never ending.




Today
Well it sure was such a long day with a very early start. Surprise Surprise woke up at 6 to follow my cousin to go trekking. First thing was to go TASEK again but then we end up going to BUKIT SHAHBANDAR cause had to meet my cousins bro to get her swimwear. Though it was only the two of us but sure was great. As I recall the last time I went was 2 years ago. The best thing was that I felt that I have gained my stamina a lil huhu compared to that last time I went oh and the fact we were fast finishing the trekking in less than an hour aha..After that our plan was to go swim and meet up my cousin's friend and we swam for like an hour plus. And guess what I think I got a little burnt *uwaa* but its ok being in the cold water sure was refreshing after the trekking ;P

My day didnt end there. In the afternoon went to a relatives 'NIKAH' (wedding ceremony) as we call it here. Its been way too long since I have gone to last. Sure touched my heart. Was so happy for the couple. Cant wait for someone close to get married the traditional way here with the various events tic tic tic..hehehe..Ok I shall stop before I get carried away..

Overall everything seems to get better and Im getting use to it here I shall say. AND excited about tomoro as its weekend and time to P-A-R-T-Y (as if~) huhuh. Time to go out with those busy busy people finally. Now off to my fb-ing as usual

Peace

I Loike it~

At last today I get to do something achieving and fun too. Woke up so daym early today though barely had enough sleep. I had to accompany dad to TASEK to have his morning exercise walk. Normally mom would be the one accompanying him but today she has to attend a religious ceremony so in the end I was forced to wake up so EARLY with not enough sleep and energy to go. It was such a relief though walk around the tasek again and up the hill. Its been way too long that I have breath the clean fresh air. And yes finally I went outdoor hahah..

The people at home have been forcing me to wake up early just to do exercise only today they succeed. In the afternoon was supposed to go to Sauna and steam room but was afraid I might get over exhausted cause had well sort of a date with a friend to go to gym so need to cancel it. So I just did relaxed my body and then my friend msged me saying change of plans as it her friends bday today so we had to postpond. I was a little annoyed cause she kept bailing out so yeah I did some YOGA. It sure was relaxing after the morning session ahaks. Then suddenly another someone offered if I wanted to join to go swimming. Tempting but was not really in the mood and I rather stay at home and in the end decided to bake some cupcakes on my own for the people at home hhehe..

It turnout great well aside from some that got burnt *woops* and was way too sweet as they all complained hahah but all in all everyone at home were satisfied. Im loving my day today regardless of the constant last minute plans. Hopes tomoro will be even a brighter day for me.

mwahs

Waiting for miracles =P

Its so late. Im so bored out of my mind. Cant sleep. Cant use the internet as it is really daym slow. Msn is crappy everytime tried going online seems like firefox gets frozen and cant do anything. Ok last weekend was really such a bummer for me, I could have done some sports activity but because I caught a bad sore throat amd made me lost any mood so pretty much end up trying to recover FAST. Thank god for the endless honey lemon I manage to heal the throat within 3 days.

Now Im missing Melbourne, the companions, my dear friends, the crazy weather and the life there. Oh not forgetting the endless and nonstop outdoor activities and shopping. It makes me want the Max B right now arghh...I hate this, everthing that I want and need seems to be so faraway and impossible to reach.Patience Patience...

Had been there 3 years and Im so used to being with the environment it sure changed me overall. So much have happened and tons of good memories that I could not forget. Too bad just as I had to leave got to know so many. Thinking that you dont know when you will eventually meet them all together again is so hurtful. But every moment shared there have been good. I wish right now I can go back there to study or work or maybe just visit.

Alot of the friends kept on asking me "When you will be back?". Its not that I dont want to but I cant at the moment. Oh how glad I would be if I could just fly there this instant and forget everything here. But you do have to remember there are other more important priorities to be attended here. Well who knows maybe a miracle might happen and I might be back in Melbourne sooner than anyone would think.

OK i have got to admit its been a little lonely being here at the moment. Everyone I know whose here are either busy working or in uni. Unlike me who is so unemployed and havent had the slightest idea what to do but just do random stuff when something seems good comes around. Only during weekends where everyone seems to be so free. But yeah if you been here your wholelife you'd notice theres nothing much to do here unless you are with the right company. And as for me, my social circle is well pretty much very limited. I so have to broaden the circle especially Im back for good this time.

Oh how I miss my lovely friends back there in melbourne and not forgetting my friends who are busy with their own things and life.Well people grow up, grow apart, things change but deep down theres always in our heart although we are not as close as before. I know its so hard especially when distant is one of the factor too.

p.s want to wish a happy birthday to one of the aunt

X0X0

Fed up

I just cant stand all those fakers who always pretend to be nice and be extra friendly in front of you. And just when you leave or turnaround they wont stop bitching/talking bad stuff about you. Especially the two face people and liars. Why cant they just stop it and leave us alone or say it to the face instead of spreading lies. If you dare to say something hurting or spread lies why not just say it straight to the person you are talking about.

pfft

Sky of Love

For starters I had a very good weekend. Nothing really interesting just a good relaxing weekend since coming back from the busy and hectic city of kuala lumpur. Went swimming with a cousin then had a sleepover with the others with our endless karaoke-ing. I cant help myself from singing with the peeps till the early dawn. Was quite disappointed that there were not much of the latest English songs. Still end up singing the whole night till like 4 in the morning. Then we continued with our chit chat in bed till we fall asleep. Then woke up only 5 hours later to do some cooking for brekkie. Had such a great weekend. Miss the good old days with our session of never ending sleepovers, outings and late nigts/early morning girl talk.Sigh...

Anyhoots Im suppose to be sleeping by now but as usual end up still so wide awake. Cant help it so many things going on in my head and especially tomoro coming. I wish I can just skip tomoro and move on. Since I cant seem to sleep i end up watching a Japanese movie called koizora which mean Sky of Love. Its been awhile since Ive watched any of those non-English movie. This will always happen when I cant sleep and especially with the pouring rain outside. Trying to make me sleepy the least I could do is watch something rather than thinking unnecessary stuffs I guess.



Ok this movie is interesting! Although it was quite predictable but the ending was good. I can say some who are so into the whole lovey dovey thing might get blown away.In short the story is about a girl named Mika (Yui Aragaki) who falls in love with the 'bad-boy" type Hiro (Haruma Miura) and their love story is sweet, realistic and simply touching to the heart.Well the movie speaks for itself I cant say everyone would love it though so if theres nothing to do why not just watch it I guess XD

Now Im still not even close to being sleepy but I shall force myself cause tomoro will be an early start for me and a full day too. I hope everything goes well.

Kayel and Jason Mraz <3ss

It was exactly one month that I have been back but then left for KL again for a quick 5 days trip. I had an awesome trip with my dear cousin. Got to do loads of window shopping, played bowling, went karaoke-ing and a lot of endless walking. The best part of the trip was JASON MRAZ. I have got to admit I am not much of a fan of his and only knew some of his song. But after listening him sang live I cant help but fall for his voice. Although during the concert it sure was such a hassle waiting so long in the hot with load of people queuing. It took us forever to get in and worst it was free seating tickets so had to go early. But once the concert starts it was worth the wait. Its been too long since I last went to a concert. All in all it was one of my great nights in KL.

Being back in KL i wished i did not have to leave. One heck of a trip but surprisingly I am glad to be back here in Brunei. The air here is way cleaner. But I wont pass another opportunity if someone invited me to go back KL. As for now I am just enjoying my "ME" time n being unemployed just filling the time with doing spontaneous and random stuff.

Endless

I cant believe it has been non stop the past few days. Continuously going around everywhere and doing errands sure was such a busy week for me. As always for me, staying still in one place would be a no for me. Met new people, old friends, catching up with some friends finally as well. Time for me to get myself occupied before getting so serious.

Yesterday went to my cousins' place to go for her 'Bollywood theme 18th birthday bash'. Although we were late due to some circumstance but hey at least we dressed darn nice and well fashionably late. It was really a blast and sure had loads of fun especially getting to see everyone dressing up and competing for the best dressed for male and female. There were even singing and rockstar competition session. All in all with the countless activities and competition during the night at the end of the night I shall say everyone was satisfied and enjoy themselves. Since me and some of the others sleptover we end up continuing going crazy with the singing and joking around till the early dawn of nearly at 5am.

Then we had to wake up early as we had to go for brunch before going back. Getting ready for the girls took ages so had to go to the shower asap.Today after brunch had to wait for a friends friend. Its the first time to actually meet him. Been like forever for me to meet him. I had to give his pressie after so long. It really was such a good encounter considering meeting him for the first time. Was surprise he was full of life and friendly too. Sadly we were only able to talk for a bit as he had things to do. Maybe in the future we'd get to hang out and get to talk more. Anyways after leaving him,went back to my cousins place to get our stuff and head back home. Oh made a stop to the airport to meet another friend who is leaving to pursue her study back in Aussie.

Enough for the day.

I still have not had a good sleep with the endless activity and sleepless nights in the past few days. Im suppose to pack my stuff for tomorrows' trip to kayel. Another week of countless activities coming up for me again. Me and another cousin of me is meeting up my bro who is studying there. Im just joining to have some fresh air and leave town. I am pretty excited for this trip cause we are going to watch Jason Mrazs' concert. Though I am not a fan but hes like the hottest stuff now and heck its been forever since I have gone to a concert so yeah. I cant wait to have a short trip out of the country and have a little fun away from everything xoxo