Tired...Sleepy but so AWAKE!

Its 5 in the morning and I am still so wide awake. Sigh… Since I cant sleep might as well do some blogging. Today is the fourth day of fasting. Feels so good although we cant eat during the day. Had my breaking the fast with some friends. Nothing special just got to get together and sort of have a little gathering. It was a good time to spend with some friends. Basically I just spend the whole night not being home and end up hanging out till midnight after eat and prayers that is. It was an exciting day I shall say, got to meet more new people and well got to catch with somemore old friends. Had a short session of reminiscing too about the good old high school days aha. Things really have changed a lot. Especially most of them are now so busy with work or starting a family. Sometimes it is good to have that discussion just as long as they don’t ask me bout it cause I am just not ready for such stuff myself. I think it is still a long journey where I need to accomplish something first. Dont get me wrong I am happy for them but as for me here I will need to achieve my goal first. One day one day... Anyhoots I am so going overboard here. I am just rambling cause I hate the fact that I am tired but I cant sleep. I so need to make myself tired so I can sleep easily.Seems to me if I exhaust myself it is harder for me to sleep. Maybe need to do some spa-ing for so,e calm effect. Oh yeah I so want to go out to watch a movie now. In need to watch something and NEED TO SLEEP..Pfft..

Happy Fasting...Ciao

Randomness

Aaaahhh its that time of the year again FASTING season is here. Yayness time to cleanse yourself (I kinda need that now!) teehee. The month of Ramadan is here. We here will be starting on Saturday here. Im so excited about it, cant wait whats there in store for this year ehe. This is the season where every year people get so excited with a whole lot of spending. Trust me you spend so much in the two month preparing for the Eid Mubarak festive from food to clothes. Time for splurging n no saving. The way we celebrate it here you wud be surprise. Its like christmas uhu.. Just cant wait. At least theres something for us to look forward to right..


Oh yeah speaking of which, besides the fact that I am still unemployed I am thankful that everything now seems to be improving. Taking it slow with a step at a time. As they say the walk to recovery may take a while but everyday we just need to be with a positive thinking.


Anyhoots YES I have not been online, seriously internet is bad here ok and whenever I am online everyone is already asleep. Woopsieee... I am really sorry maybe its just not meant to be for now. But right now everyone should be busy with their new semester especially starting up their assignments. So I am safe from the nags for the time being uhu. I gotta admit doing no work here feels like hmpph cant complain but still I so missed doing the assignments and finishing up to dateline aha. Its only been less than a year and I am already dreading. I dont know what will happen when I start working. Sigh…


The past month has been really productive. Heck I even gone to a Finance and Economics seminar which was well educational and interesting. Went to the event with an ex-classmate whom I coincidentally met during a written test I attended. It was a good encounter we got to do some catching up. Reminiscing the good high school days, good times man…Oh I got to catch up with tons of my other friends as well. Finally I get to meet up with my dear friends that I have not seen since college. Its been more than 5 years. Wow time sure flies so fast.. I really am sorry for the long overdue. Sure was good, I hope theres gonna be more session of that soon.


Till Next tym. HAPPY FASTING TO EVERYONE!! =)

xoxo

Heart Speaks First!

Standing on the other side of the road
With a tear in your eyes
Wishing that I didn't act the way I do
Took it too far this time
I was filled with emotion
Instead of giving you space,I threw it in your face
And now, you just wanted me closer
But I pushed you away
I made you scream,I made you cry
I shouldn't have taken the stars from your sky
We're still a team,as much as it hurts
Remember that they're only words
My heart speaks first
So baby whenever it hurts
Remember that they're only words
My heart speaks first
Its hard for me to function when I know your sad
Like a robot in rain
And even though the hurt you feel is all my bad
It still drives me insane(its making me crazy)
And you know that I love you
That I need you to be there, like a table needs chairs
But love, after all that we've been through
Please don't let it all slip away
I made you scream,I made you cry
I shouldn't have taken the stars from your sky
We're still a team,as much as it hurts
Remember that they're only words
My heart speaks first
So baby whenever it hurts
Remember that they're only words
My heart speaks first
And its teling me to,and its telling me to love you(love you)
And its teling me to,and its telling me to love you(love you)
I made you scream,I made you cry
I shouldn't have taken the stars from your sky
We're still a team,as much as it hurts
Remember that they're only words
My heart speaks first
So baby whenever it hurts
Remember that they're only words,remember that they're only words
My heart speaks first

Hmmphhh cant help but just love this, every time!! keeps popping up... A bit sad but meaningful..sigh...